The Pent-up Feelings~

what am i doing and what am i supposed to do

2009-12-10T21:41:00.000-08:00

Butter fly away - Miley Cyrus

2009-11-14T21:37:00.000-08:00

Notting Hill

2009-10-19T05:42:00.000-07:00

Anna Scott (Julia Roberts) is the world’s most famous movie star, and she felt in love with a guy who owns a bookstore named William Thacker.Anna and William’s paths unexpectedly cross in the eclectic neighborhood of Notting Hill, romance is the last thing on their minds.So many obstacles and mistakes made from them, they just sort it out.What just drives them through is the willingness to sacrifice for love.There were some romantic comedy movies like "The Lake House", "27 dressess", "Forgetting Sarah Marshall", "Enchanted", .... but this one different.haha

There was one dialogue said by Anna said to William which was intriguing like "Don't forget, im also just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her"
explanation= No matter how famous i am, im just girl who needed to be pampered and loved by a boy.
You can see it in the video below.

'when i was watching this movie, i could feel the love between them, such a nice film.
I'm not being girlish, im just being enthusiast. hehe

have a look

matrix~ neo against 3 agents~

2009-10-14T07:30:00.000-07:00

Pixar's Up Soundtrack - Main Theme

2009-09-12T18:55:00.001-07:00

listen and chill~

west ham

2009-08-29T05:32:00.001-07:00

Time Of My life (david cook)

2009-08-20T22:52:00.001-07:00

A Daily Anthem(David Cook)

2009-08-20T22:50:00.001-07:00

Feels like tonight(Christ Daughtry)

2009-08-20T22:47:00.001-07:00

Kiss A Girl (keith urban)

2009-08-20T22:32:00.000-07:00

Quite a fast tempo song. A masterpiece from Keith Urban. Love that song~~

Favourite top three singer~

2009-08-20T06:44:00.000-07:00

Nothing inspires me but music, and i love listen to songs that always enlighten up my life.
keep me alive, thanks to those singer. They are legends!

the 3rd favorite singer~

Keith Urban
-Australian country music singer, songwriter and guitarist.Born on 26 October 1967
-recommended songs~
1) Everybody
2) Kiss a girl
3) You'll think of me

2nd favorite singer~
Chris Daughtry
-born on December 26, 1979
-is an American rock guitarist, singer song writer
-He was the fourth-place finalist on the highly publicized fifth season American Idol
-gifted with a strong voice and unique style of singing.
- recommended songs
1) Tennessee line
2) Life after you
3) Every time you turn around
4) Home
5) Feels like tonight
1st favorite singer~
David Cook.
-born on December 20, 1982
-an American rock singer-songwriter.
-he got a powerful voice, and he can sing at very high pitch.
-won the seventh season American Idol
-anyway, i like his hairstyle
-recommend songs
1) A daily anthem( truly amazing)
2) Time of my life
3) Light on
4) Lie
5) Permanent
6) Come back to me

recents

2009-07-24T07:42:00.000-07:00

i've been feeling so awkward these days, keep focusing!

recently listening to-

Around the world - Monkey Majik
Tennesseee line- Christ Daughtry
Everyday i love you- Boyzone

everyone have a nice day^^

Bla

2009-05-20T22:29:00.000-07:00

felt so pointless, pls guide me through those insurmountable difficulties~..

recent~

2009-05-16T07:14:00.000-07:00

recently listening songs to

Look after you-The Fray
Regina Spektor-Samson

go listen to it~

Lost~

2009-05-16T06:57:00.000-07:00

Lost is the best ever show I've watched in my life.it will end in season 6.
i wish it will never end crashing^^

My fav character.........................

Daniel Faraday(1st)

Jack Shephard(2nd)

Desmond Hume(3rd)

John Locke(4th)

Kate Austen(5th)

Soon Keat 17th birthday~ video

2009-05-05T00:14:00.000-07:00

Genting Trip

2009-05-04T04:26:00.000-07:00

events with African lads

Genting Trip

2009-04-29T07:43:00.000-07:00

cherishes the moments..enjoy!

genting video

2009-04-29T07:24:00.000-07:00

swimming party for alex birthday, Han nan and wai tian early birthday and conjunction with celebration for last day of exam!!

2009-04-16T00:40:00.000-07:00

date=15/4/2009
time=4pm till 8pm
ppl= u6s2 gang plus some others
food=pizza
spare tyres=few

taking picture when in the pool, it was raining quite heavily!

"deng dit lei" han nan

dont be so rude lor..!!

(Left) Chun Hong, Kok Leong, Siz Boon, Keen Thung, Wau Tian, Han Nan(right)

you noticed that siz boon and keen thung jumping pose is the same?..haha

failure jumps!

rain so heavily

chee didnt jump also!

focus on the spare tyre nt the pizza..haha

swim untill 8pm

one of the happiest days of my life!! God Bless you all

ble

2009-03-27T08:29:00.000-07:00

i swear to myself not to dwell on that.
i will overcome this bloody hell.
last with a standstill.
its over!
time will do the talking

bla

2009-03-19T05:46:00.000-07:00

i wan to finished my bloody form 6 or STPM,
then have the best holidays of my life,
then leave this god damn pathetic little place,
end everything up with a run away.

Faraday~

2009-03-15T05:37:00.000-07:00

In the Lost drama series, a character named "Daniel Faraday" emerged to the scenes
and it has just engendered a tremendous phenomena, his magnetism philosophies about the island is logical and inspiring.
Thats why i love him~

There something inside of him, not the magnetism induced by him.
Is the intelligence that emanate from him.
he just talk like a genius
he talk like a nerdy genius freak^^

Daniel Faraday

Micheal Faraday

my all time fav movie "Forrest Gump"

2009-03-11T05:32:00.000-07:00

A boy who tumbled along with leg braces has live out his life and did some fabolous things.

Thouhg he’s abit mentally retarded, but he’s real good. He got the talent that no others possess

Which is the determination. Though is wasn’t based on story, but it so encouraging and inspiring story like you don’t bother about the truth "Mama always said life was like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get." This one of the quotes from this movie. Things are unpredictable, depends on the bid you made, the breath you hold, the path you step.

running across the country just to getting something clear.

getting into the army team that he make the superb survival for couples soldier

"run Forrest run!" screamed by Jenny( his beloved one)

Faraday's Law

2009-03-04T05:16:00.002-08:00

Its not about physic.
Its not about chemist.
its just my law

The momentum in our body is rolling in a constant velocity, when the pressure is pushing onwards, it cause the impact on it, making the body to withstand such a huge pressure.

Hence the momentum is reducing, and then the power and strength in our body is begin to manipulate and to overcome these pressure.

its just similar to human being, life is a process, result is our achievement, quotes are just like formulas.

so there are some formulas in my Law, Faraday Law,
magnetic force are just like intimating force between unlike poles (diff sex), which is inversely proportional to the distance between each other, the more you interact, the more intense force of attraction you will get.

there are some quotes from mine, hope it can help you all.

-making mistakes aren't failure, more mistakes, the more spontaneous and flexible you will be.
-before loving someone, love yourselves 1st.
-spend more time with yourselves, treat yourselves better
-thrive under pressure, pressure are just only encouragement and motivation in disguise, enjoy it!
-feel the breeze , freeze your brain, just relax
-being observant, emphasize on little things around you
-call it a day after a tough effort, make procedures, being systematic

life is nothing when these aren't applied.
life is something when these are applied

Hai Nan trip

2009-02-04T05:37:00.000-08:00

me and my family went for a vacation during CNY.
we travel to a boring place called hainan island, China.

me and my sis in the bus

see there's a building with my name on it!!

sister!

im very blur already..early in the morning

sis and mum

grand piano

nicest food in China

we are going to play roller coaster!
looks like very dangerous

nice beach

sleeping pigsss

Always on my mind

2009-02-04T05:34:00.000-08:00

Not in the clamor of the crowded street

Not in the shouts and plaudits of the throng

In myself always you on my mind though whatever happened

Felt grumpy when I withdraw back

Feelings escalate tremendously everytime flashes through it

Grimaces of pain and suffer ain’t matter

But the scar left in my heart always makes me wander

You’re the one who inspires me

After numerous of incidents

At last you always still the last not the least

Don’t ask who why how when what

It meant to be die

It makes me vulnerable

2009-01-07T04:23:00.000-08:00

Am I doing the right thing? The feelings escalate intensively every time it came crossed my mind.

Just like a stinging ice stabbing my heart, let me be entangled in depressions leave no leftovers but still

a scar which exposed in proper disguise, with a smile^^.

I stifle in perfect ventilation with it pushing on me. It predisposed me to a life of………makes me vulnerable

Seven Pounds

2008-12-31T00:46:00.000-08:00

After the heart breaking movie “the pursuit of happiness", it carry on with movie called “Seven Pounds" directed by Gabriele Muccino. Will Smith stars as a man called “Ben Thomas” who sets out to change the lives of seven strangers. After a fatal crash that killed his fiancée and six people in a van, he does embark on an journey to redeem himself to change the lives of seven strangers who are Emily Posa, Ezra, Turner, Holly, George, Nicolas, Connie. He wanted to commit suicide but he wanted to make some redemption to help these ppl before he died. He donates not only his money and houses, but also his parts of his body.

Person	Donation
Emily Posa	Heart
Ezra Turner	Eyes
His brother	Part of lung
Holly	Right half of liver
George	Kidney
Nicolas	Bone Marrow
Connie	House

This is a very good movie and I’m totally absorbed towards it, it is very touching when he donates his eyes and heart before his suicide. Enjoy this movie!

This is the scene where he's making his last phone call after his suicide.

He's trying to help Emily(girl in the pic) and keep her company, at last he fall in love with her
somehow he sacrificed himself to donates his heart to her~

JB

2008-12-11T00:35:00.000-08:00

my friends used to call JB, because i think its a funny name and it easily remembered. it seems so abstractive~ somehow it ended up like

JB for Johor Bahru ( never been there, duno there got ppl as leng cai as me or not..haha jk)

JB for James Bond ( horny guy)

JB for Jenson Button( my favourite formula 1 driver, he's hot and cute)

JB for James Blunt ( a singer who sang "youre beautifull)

JB for Jack Bauer ( actor from drama series "24")

JB for Jimmy Bullard ( footballer from team called Fulham...not handsome one)

JB stands for Beckham last two words of his full name!! ~ david robert Joseph Beckham..cool~~

if you know more about it..let me know~

The Way I Live~

2008-11-27T06:50:00.001-08:00

one of the truly breathtaking places in Bali
where i found the aspiration.
Think as deep as it was down the hill, as it was deep into your heart, taste the water just like
cherishing your loves one.
water just like memories flow across our mind that we unable to clinches it in our fist
we only could cherish just like we are looking at the sea...so beautiful~

As day goes by, we often overwhelmed by things which had occurred around us. Just to avoid being irrespective of things which are precious. I always spare some time about ten minutes siting at my couch or lying, i will rewind back what I've done every single day. Like the conservations i had with my friends, the jokes we laugh about, the mistakes I've made, the advices and consultancies from my friends. I always do that because friendship is one thing that was meant to be cherished, to be remembered. I will never allowed myself to skip any memorable moments of my life and it will only comes to halt when i have my last breath.

Gamble in Irene Casino~

2008-11-27T03:33:00.000-08:00

Attending four hours irene tuition just tires me a lot. yup
we do have half an hour break to go out just to grab sth to eat just to refrain from feeling sleepy.
after coming back to tuition. i saw couples of my friends playing cards.
somehow teacher didn't realized it. miss irene must be thinking
"the grey shirt one always "du lan" me, complaint me, see he so happy better don't bother them la.

see the grey shirt laugh like evil~
very high neh~
he is the god of math but can he be the god of gamle?

wear spec one is "gou ciu lou".
yellow shirt is "gay lou"

yellow shirts: ngo yeng gang la..

live gamble in sacred place which full of maths paper~ enjoy~

so called "Obsessive Disorder"

2008-11-22T18:31:00.000-08:00

passssssionsss

Sometimes, what
so amusing that draw your attentions when you took glance at the crowd?
Certainly it will be someone who catches your eyes and sweeps off your feet by
her wit and charm. For sure, images keep emerging on minds and it is futile to
not dwell on that. This situation propelled him to be plunged in love
turmoil. I’m wondering that the truth.

Sufficed it to
say that is can be defined as obsessive disorder that leads to several
syndromes characterized by depressions, huge fluctuations in lifestyles and
most commonly metal problem.

Have you ever
been so absorbed by a movie that you couldn’t pulled yourselves out? It
happened to me quite few times that I’m so mesmerized by the character of the
movie that sometimes burst into tears. I really fond of expressing my souls to
getting in to a movie. Even though it was a bit awkward, but that’s the way to
enjoy every scene, dialogs, emotion, expression and melody derived from a
movie. Instead, we should react in that way in real life just to strive for
bliss-ridden love that recapture the passions perceived in movies.

It’s a chronic
disorder according to flesh and bloods. Felt like bound to succumb to this
feeling. Like being entangled and not getting any looser from being distracted.
With something prestigious that drive you on, so will running ceaselessly after
the “tone of melodies”. With souls and spirits, they prompted us to make
spectacular gesture of love and slobbering over the loved ones with passions.

Things Around Me

2008-11-20T21:30:00.000-08:00

sathya 1st admirer
the broke "black" mountain

the best "couple" i ever seen cuz every time tuition both of
them wear the same color shirt. Where can you find this kind of "mat kai"?
After we recognized it and they start to plan to wear the diff shirt dy
but i still see the "lovely" feel between them..haha..good luck

guess what is it? trust me. its stinks

the back scenes of sabs.....it just resemble sth...you guess la..

my 1st tattoo..oi lei meh..

faster and faster..

~black showing glowing hope~

2008-11-15T10:34:00.000-08:00

I saw harmony, peace, tranquility in Obama's spirits and souls.

There’s a great margin between the two senators which are Barack Obama and John McCain. John McCain does symbolizes the Bush status quo, like being disregard of the global issues. But somehow Obama is like giving us a new hope. He’s indeed a charismatic leader and he’s popular among the whole world

As I know, amid methodology surveys among the whole world, it ended up the most starking result that is the overwhelming support abroad for the democratic senator Obama. He does inspires me and the ppl of color creed. He emerges as the most prestigious person and able to mould our personalities and attitude that peace is the first matter to be emphasized. So could you tell me why not give the Blackman a try?

ppl treat his lineage as a crack
cuz he's black
what if he jack
so the world going to rack
so how?
barack pls come back
back on track

Barack Obama's Quote
"everybody knows politics is a contact sport"

Form five memories

2008-11-13T00:05:00.001-08:00

Things happened around us it's like a flash across our eyes, as a camera man(me)

i've been taken down one the most memorable moment in our life
as we can cherish our pleasurable memories and arouse us to be grateful
and appreaciative of what we possess which is ..friendship~..enjoy the pics

my two best frens(bobo and alexy)

five naughty boys

class party event

three frens( nan feng and keong already go kl study, will miss them)

four charming little young girls

bbq

double hit!

True love in disguise

2008-11-11T17:11:00.000-08:00

People would wondering how a person would invoke an intimate feelings towards a another person? Probably is the personality that gives us a reason to pursue the one who is complement to each other.

Being a spectator, I’ve witness somewonderful love story and crushes.
I’ve seeing someone whose such talentedthat many girls would have crushes on him.
Somehow, there’s only one girl who can make him to be drawn to her.
Make him mesmerized to her.
Make him ardent about knowing her,
Make him passionate about her.
Make him unable to withhold own self-esteem to talk with her.
Make him unable to deal with eye-contact with her.
Make him to cringe to her.
Make him to flirt with her and try hard to make her laughs.
Make him unable to keep his nerves while talking with her.
Make him to try to thrive on this relationship into another level.
Make him to be crazy about her all the timeand minds and thoughts full of her images.
Make him feels like no others girls that matter to him except her.
Make him deliberately to conflict with heras to drawn her attentions.
Make him pretend to be regardless of herwhen she’s around and will take a peep at her when she’s leaving. At last, he would blame himself for being so naïve.
Make him to feel euphoric when she turnedup
Make him to approach her but only within distance because don’t have guts to talk to her.
Make him to get rid of clamor and stress when having a chat with her.
Make him to feel excited to anticipate a message from her.
Make him wanted to talk to her every time but scared that she might misunderstand.
Make him to show his talents in front ofher just to make her impressed.
Make him to felt uncomfortable when she’s around because she’s always the limelight in his vision while doing other things.
Make him to felt nervous and he would mumble all the way when facing her.
Make him can’t keep his eyes off her.
Make him love to make debts to her so tha the has reason to reach her whenever he wanted to.
Make him jealous when she’s in contact withother people, even pets.
Make him show his internal feelings towards her.
1st is her, last also her.
Make him to fork out the topics in conservations with her in order to avoid embarrassing moments.
Whatelse could make him?….is only just make him fall in love with her.

To my friends, time could prove, just stepone foot, have superb tenacity and perseverance, love will stood!^^